Chapter 8 and 9 of my book are the back bone of why I had developed poor habits in life and made consequential choices. Needless to say, they have both been a bear to write. This morning, I am finishing up chapter 9 (ch.8 is already done). Its tough to finish because it requires me to go back on time and recall all those “not so fun” memories of mine. It puts me in a sad mood all day long.
If you think about it, if you read this blog, shoot a little prayer my way. Because its a tough chapter to write, I tend to procrastinate from writing it because I don’t want to feel like poo all day.
I don’t need strength to write it, I don’t need encouragement to write it. I need to remember what I have pushed out of my mind. Remember those things I have chosen not to think about all these years. What I need most is a clear vision of what the last two pages of this chapter need to look like. Praying that would be a great prayer!